Angels Of Heaven

2006-01-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year !!! Today is the second day of chinese new year, haiz...sad to say, i never go out today coz everything was settle yesterday. So today i can sleep till very late then surf e net all day long. Woohoo. Then sad to say...aronud 1 pm , i went to Miaoz house eat lunch then get red packets. Hmm, her mum made fishballs, duck meat (brought outside), tom yam version noodles and veggies and bake potatoes ?? Haha, it was a good though i never realli eat much. Haha, been to her hse second time, everytime never fails to surpries mi coz her house got lots of funny funny, lame lame things...What to do ? She's like that de...I never stay there very long then around 3pm then i went home liao coz her family going out. The first thing i did when i got home was--------Sleep...
Tired sia, plus the super hot weather makes mi sleepy all day long. Haiz, tml so fast, muz go back to work liao...Haiz, no choice la. for this past one week, lots of funny things happened and i juz simply cant put it in words, all very lame things. Yesterday i went my grandmother house, this year super many little troublemakers. Around 5 ba, all below 3 years old, so cute sia, chubby chubby. I was so sad when all of them called mi "Uncle"...I am so heartbroken...Lol, they onli called mi when i gave them a sweet and waved it infront of their face then they called mi...Tell them to call mi "Gor-Gor"...Instead, they called mi uncle...which is true la coz they are my cousins' children so i am their uncle lor. One of them sneezed rite into my plate of noddles and curry...Guess what, of coz i threw the noodles away, you want i can give you. Then suddenly, two of my cousins, i girlz and one boii gave each other a super big hug...both of them juz stood there for around 7-10 mins...that was freakin' scary...when i was juz about to take a pic of them, both of them let go...what a bad day...
Every year new year was the same, first thing i go in, "Happy New Year!!" Then they replied the same thing and had a couple of handshakes, blah blah blah and stuffs like that. Then the next qns coming out from my aunty mouth was " WOW ! SO BIG LIAO ! GOT GAL FIREND LIAO MAH ? NEVER BRING HER HOME AR ? HAIYOZ, DONT BLUFF LA"
Then i replied the same thing every year " Aunty, no la, where got? realli dont haf la..." Then my aunty will ask again the same qns every year..."Faster go get one, ah ma very old liao, dunno can see the day when you bring gal home anot..., poor ah ma, so old liao cannot see the day that you..." Haiz, then i quiet liao...Nvm, cut the story super short, i gave a red packet to my granny. A big one leh, heartpain sia...haha,that was from my salary of the month. Then she dont wan then pass it back to mi then i pass back to her, as if we are playing pushing hands like that...Haha, that was realli funny. HAHA, i am writing till here, going off soon !!!! Cya and take care !!!! God Bless !!! My song are available onli in the CHAT section. Title was "Life Your Name Up" by Planetshakers. That was a cool rock song. HAha. Byez Byez.

2006-01-06T21:50:00.000+08:00

I am son of william. William refers to a protector. This is basically what my name meant. Thanks ar Miaoz...help me find the true meaning of my name which was hiding from me for 16 over years....Haiz, nevermind about that. My Christian name given by my mortal parents is Wilson. Juz call mi by that name. LOL. Aint funny at all rite. Makes no sense...OK !!
Today, went to work, saw a many little kids running away knocking over things and screaming around...Not bad sia, can bring some entertainment in my working place. And also today, Anond and Sean came to join my working place coz i recomment them to my boss. LOL. Pay aint high but atleast better tha nothing plus good working friends and bosses. Cool sia, i becoming more and more "aunty" liao. Always promote offer stuffs to other aunties...Buy one $4.7 than buy 2 for $9. CAn save 40 cents if buy two, BLAH BLAH BLAH....
Afternoon, i finally return Kian Yong's one piece comic books to him after many months...SORRY HOR, ALL MY FAULT !!!!! Don't be angry liao ok ??????? After return kian yong's books at lot 1, i " fly " to greenridge shopping and gave mosqito bite...so terrible sia. Go there find miaoz and i sat there for one hour plus making little paper stars and chatting. Quite cooling there. Actually not bad la the place. Then we go eat at Mac than shop a while then go home. Then hor, i carry a super uncle style umbrella and walk around plaza like mad...so pai seh...Once again, nevermind about that, what's over's all over liao... have a quite a exciting day today, but always looking forward to the next day coz you never know what is installed for you. Haiz, sad to say ar, i never do Quiet time recently leh, infact, i rarely do lor...Maybe is because of poor time management. Then the person who IS SUPPOSE to check on me never does her job. Dunno for how many months never check on me liao. Then for many reason, i never do QT. Haiz, i know it's wrong but something's not rite about me recently la. Think i have changed in my thinkings ba. Then plus the stress from work made me feel real tired and restless. Almost everyday after work at 3pm, i got other plans and activites which last untill very late. When i reach home, i am realli very tired liao. I know that this is juz an excuse.I hope that by pointing out my own mistake so that slowly, i can change. It has been a long time since God has spoken to me...
I logging off now. BYE BYE.

2006-01-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

A very big HI to everyone !! It has been DAYS since i last updated my blog. Haiz..., due to many factors, i have no choice but to update my blog some other time. "Many Factors"i meant, u ppl wanna know??? Haha, nothing "fantastic" la, mainly due to work and friends outing. I also fell sick these few days. Change a couple of doctors but don't realli seems to work. Kinda tough for me. Nvm la, God's with me mah, rite ? Haha, say no then u die !!! Haha.Not joking hor. I AM DEAD SERIOUS. Once again, i am back again. I am having my "off-day" today. In many millions other words, it means that i don't have to work today. Cool rite, whole day free from work. Hmm, work for about one month liao, the ppl there are surprising GOOD to me leh. Erm, not onli to mi la, but i mean something like the boss is very good to us leh. I sick during work, the aunties working there all very good to me, brought mi medicine, give mi some time to rest, even can take the day off if i couldn't make it. And also hor they allow me and the other sec 4 workers to apply leave. They never reject our request b4 leh. Hmm, not bad sia, then hor all auntie there very HIP one. Can you imagine few fifty years old aunties gathered together during lunch time and discuss about 5566, Energy, F4 and other male bands ? Then they also go buy their concert tickets and their ablums. If you think that they brought the tickets for their children, you are seriously WRONG !!!!!! I mean it, they brought those cds then show off to us and it meant waving the cds infront of my face leh...Sometimes ar, realli cannot take it. I guess they are so-called "young" at heart...Erm, i dont want to mention about it anymore le, suddenly goose pimples all come out liao. Muz pray for clear mind better, later i go mad...
Anyway, i am doing quite well but then yesterday i lost my hp in the toilet. I left it on the washing counter when i was washing my hands because of the blood of the chickens...The plastic suddenly burst then all the red red colour thingy all come out. But then my shirt never kana the blood. Later i go back home, ppl think i murder some one...
That day was a really bad day for mi but then i pray alot. When i got home, my father told mi that the contract for the phone is ending liao, so no need to paid any money. I not very into hp so i not sure about these kind of stuffs. God realli bless mi and shortly after i lost my hp, i was very furious, i stomped out of my counter and charge towards the nearest exit, trying to make calls to my phone using the public phone. But the person who took my phone turned it off. I have no choice but to worry about my phone and was very angry with myself why i am always so careless, it's not the first time. AM I SO IRRESPONSIBLE WITH MY BELONGINGS ? I started to blame myself and soon turn into hate. I hated everything, totally no mood in doing my job. Then i began to pray in tongues, i began to understand that, losing a thing doesnt mean i am useless or what but instead, it becomes a lesson that reminds mi of taking extra care of my belongings and don't take small things in my life for granted. I placed my focus back on God and HE showed mi the way to handle my emotions. What's gone is gone, and there's no point looking at the past of saddness and hate. But instead GOD wanted us to focus on HIM coz HE is always INFRONT OF US moving forward and we will follow HIM as HE leads us forward to victory. With these i end my update today. Enjoy !!!! Be sure to leave your comments!! Remember, only a GOOD friend not afraid give you bad yet reasonable comments to you. So that you can improve. God Bless.

2005-12-11T21:43:00.000+08:00

Oh man, this few days was soooo tired...never know that working is such a tough thing...I am currently working a cashier recommented by my mother. ( I don't like the job at all !!! ) No choice la, grandmother want me to find a job to do so that i will not waste my life rotting at home. The job is not cool at all, counting money and money. Somemore muz memorize the prices of the vegeatables and the fruits...i tell you, that's really alot of hard work. I have never eaten any of those vegetables and some of the fruits in my entire 16 years of age. Haiz, once again, no choice...haf to work like mad. Not my fault what, my grandmother want mi to work. Haiz, everytime she'll call my father and say " Aiya, ah son never go and work ar ? Everyday stay at home play onli ar ? Aiyo, see his other cousins, last time sec 4 holiday all working. Onli ah son never work...Haiz, he dunno how to think ar...muz go work, learn some experince...so ar, next time go out and work won't be so diffcult..." -- All translated briefly by wilson from Hokkien to english. Typical Singapore grandmother...haiz...then now i very worry coz i might not be going for the full 4 days for the Youth Impact camp coming up on tuesday. I already paid the full amount for the camp 1 week before i started working. Then now, my shift ends at around 3.30pm. After that than i can go for the camp in the afternoon. Not cool at all. Nvm, tml i decided to act "ke lian" infront of my boss plus my mother help mi also coz she also work at the same place as mi. I begged my mother for help and she finally agreed. Yay, yuppie, erm...not too happy yet coz the result not out yet. Tml i going to tell my boss i going for camp then the camp cost $65. I paid the full amt before working and so if i missed it, it will not be worth it. Instead, i am trying to ask whether i can go for the camp and in return, next two week i dont take any off-days. Coz i working for 6 days and got 1 day break. Tml they will tell mi when is my off-day.Hope i will make it through and my boss will understand and let mi go to camp. God, please help me. Should be ok i guess. I am so busy during work and barely have time to rest during my work. The moment i went home, i am like a dead meat. Lying lifelessly on the sofa, staring at the TV. Many times, i fell alseep. After work, i might have to go to other places like Church on sat or even friends gathering in the afternoon. Especial on sat when i have to rush to Church immediately after work for night life. It was really tough and i realli miss my lessons during my cell grp time. Not worth it i guess, but i am realli struggling with stress and i found myself not reading the bible as often as i used to. I just read a few pages and i fell alseep and my time for Quiet time with God became irregular. Not everyday i do QT coz many times, i found myself so tired that i really can't do QT after a whole day of work and activities outside. I pray that i will backslide and remain strong and faithful in Christ. Aspiration people, if you happen to read my blog entry for today, plz pray for mi coz i realli needed it. And i also met customers who are very rude and impatient, many times they critisize mi and even scold me after whatever reasons. I felt realli very depress and down everytime but i know that God will help mi pull through all this as i am still learning. I am telling you the fact that being a cashier in a super market is realli different from a cashier in seven-eleven. There's alot of things to learn and the flow of customers are endless. We have to be active and work all day long. Becoz i am still a newcomer, i am facing problems on memorizing all the prices of the vegetables and fruits. But i will pray very hard that God will provide mi with the wisdom and confident to do my work well. I also pray that God will provide mi rest, comfort as i place my faith in Him that He will refreshes mi everytime i am down or tired. Once again, Aspiration, plz pray for me. Thx alot. I know that through your prayer, things in my life and the problem will start to change. God less

2005-12-09T09:03:00.000+08:00

Hi ppl, today i am back with my second entry of the century. Haiz...realli, yesterday was the worst day of my life. So many things happened in juz one day. I can't take pressure and i felt as if my world was falling apart. I was feeling very bad and pissed off. Why do i have to feel this way? My parents do understand what how i felt and gave bad comment about me. What did i do wrong in the first place ? It wasn't my fault at all !! This conversation with my parents was totally useless. Very soon, it broke out into a huge huge arguement. I tried to control my temper but i found my giving in to my temper. The one making fun of my life and giving me false hope was my mother. The things she had done realli affected me greatly. I don't feel a sense of belonging in the house anymore. I was not needed. The trouble was so great that it blinded my eyes and i lost focus on God. I could never forgive her and a scar was there between us forever. I knew that thigns could never be the same anymore. Yesterday, i was really really hurt. I was emotionally hurt by my love ones -- my mother. She might deny what she've done to me and claimed to the whole that she's innocent but being her son for 16+ years. No one knows her better than me. It was as if that the world is going to explode, my life was changed, i found my self waking up today that i can't joke anymore. For the past few years, i am trying very hard to get a smile on my face. My friends thought that i am juz crapping and trying to gain pity from others. But do they know the truth ? Have they tried putting themselves into my shoes ? The sick life i have been living since the day i was born ? Have they been through all that ? It can't be explain in words of how i felt or how i suffered emtionally. Many occasions, i found myself falling into a deep abyss and struggling to climb out. No matter how hard i try, i juz kept falling back deeper than ever. Everytime i fall, it hurts so bad and i can't do anything about it. All thanks to Miaoz becoz she 's the one who brought mi to know Christ and i finally accepted it after a few weeks. Since then, everytime i try to climb out of the abyss and i fall, God's healing takes place. I can feel his presence and i was touch by his gentleness . Onli in Him, i can relax and rest. Regardless of the presence of the Holy Spirit or God, it is always so gentle and filled mi with overwhelming love. Juz one night and today i feel much much more better. What problems can be greater than my God ? Although i have recieved Christ, my parents are not positive about it. But no matter what, i will press on and grow my faith. I will never deny Him for He will never deny me. He is always with mi and will never leave nor forsake mi. All i need is Him and i place Him above my life, my family, my everything.
I want to know God more and worship Him. More and more everyday.
Surprising rite ? Yesterday i was feeling as if my presence on this world is a mistake but after one night of praying and healing, i feel so loved and needed. Praise the Lord.

2005-12-08T13:31:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone, this is my first ever blog other than the msn blog. Haha, the msn blog was much much more easier to make and this was kinda hard for me. All thanks to Serena who patiently guided me into completing this blog. She provided step-by-step guide lines which are kinda easy to follow. Ta-TAh, finally now i have my blog in the making. I am still very lousy at it and i will try to improve and add in more interesting stuffs. Once again, a million thanks to Serena !!!
Hmm, yesterday night the mission troopers are coming back from Thailand after 10 days of hard time there. Yesterday night at about 8.30pm, the mission troopers of Aspiration of Nissi One finally set foot on their mother land -- Singapore. It was a fantastic feeling watching them and welcoming them back home. This 10 days was really different without them. No chain messages being sent or recieved. What we can do was to pray for them. Yesterday a few of us went there to welcome them back. We are realli very impatient while waiting because we miss them very much...(*sob*sob) The first one who came out was Jiayi and followed by Joseph. The rest sure really know how to take their time. Not just us, many other fellow Youth Impact people also went to the airport to welcome their friends back. For no reason suddeny, i felt something poking my tummy. I turned around then saw nothing. Scary...but then, when i looked all the way down and i saw xiao wan lin. Surprisingly, she looked very happy. Then anyhow go poke people. LOL. Everyone coming back from Thailand were carrying big bags, as if like going to war like that. But one thing for sure, it sure stinks. Dunno got who never watch her sweater for 10 days and then still wear it in the airport. After everyone has arrived, i realised that Charrisa got some problems in the airport and couldn't leave the airport. It was very late already and we went off reluctantly leaving charrisa behind. Hope she's ok. God bless her. We went for dinner at Burger King and the first thing the mission troopers bought was CHICKEN. They said they didn't had any chicken for 10 days !!! Imagine if one day Sinagapore were to run out of Chickens. As we sat down at Burger King and they started to talk about their experiences in Thailand and the miracles they've seen. It was heart-warming to hear their fantastic experiences. About how a blind lady got healed and the 100% students in the school wanted to recieve Christ into their lifes. It was a pity that I was not there, i am sure that this will surely allows mi to have greater breakthroughs in my life. The culture and their traditions is so different from us yet they still recieve Christ into their life.
According from what James had said, i know that God is speaking through them and spreading the Gospel. Many were saved. Juz imagine, i am using my imagination and i felt as if i am personally been there to witness all. Even little kids wanting to know Christ and wanted to be save. I am sure these experiences can't be describe in words...

~~Signing Off~~